Because I have nothing else to do at work
I find it extremely boring at work today. Barely any customers came through. I finished all the work early. And my coworker and I are just playing games. She’s playing Sonic Neopets and I’m playing Pokemon. I should be studying for an exam tomorrow, but it’s gonna be hard as shit and I know I won’t pass anyway. My grades so far for the Semester.
Intro to Sociology - D (What the fuck man)
Policing - C (Missed C+ by 1 point)
Criminal Procedure - N/A (But I’m thinking I’m gonna get a B+ or B)
Criminology - N/A but projected F or D.
Either way, I was really scared I wasn’t gonna come back to school or I’d be up for a First Dismissal. My GPA would probably be 1.7 at the least. If it were to come out well, I might get a 1.8. If this were the case, I would fight it and say shit about me losing my brother to the government or having financial troubles and commuting and stuff All is true. I had to take a bus and 2 trains to get to school in the beginning of the semester. I now drive. It’s 40 miles away.
I hope I’ll be fine. I just wanna finish college. I don’t care about my GPA. Cops don’t need to be super smart. There are some dumb ass fucking pigs out there and sometimes it pisses me off that I’m gonna be part of some law enforcement organization. Maybe one day I’ll be head of a police force, or I can work for INTERPOL or something big. I would love that. I’m sure Michelle would, too. We’d probably live in Europe or travel around a lot. I know she’d like to go everywhere.
I must thank her, though. She inspired me to write a bit today. She makes me feel good about my writing skills. I wish I could write better. It would make having this tumblr worthwhile. And I’m scared that my writing would get stale after a while. Also, it’s not like anyone would read through this whole thing. But thank you, Michelle. I love you.
I’m loving the fact that I’m going to be leaving for Texas in 2 short weeks. Super fucking excited to see you, your family and your friends. I’m still nervous about meeting them. People know how I am with the fear of acceptance. Though, I’m glad Josie likes me. Michelle told me about that the first time Josie and I talked. She told me that usually he would say that I’m a faggot or something. That meant a lot to me. I also talked to Juan. He’s a great guy, I can tell. Looks like he likes me already on Facebook. He wants to be BFF-zies for life :) Makes me feel all warm inside, no homo. He’s the only Juan on my facebook, too. I have 765 “friends.” Makes it easy to find him when I wanna see his page haha. I hope he likes me when I meet him, too. As well as Riley. Michelle made me kinda scared of him. I’ll probably be nervous. I should think of something witty to say when I meet them. Maybe show them some of my Jay-Z East Coast swagger.
I really hope they like me. I actually feel better writing this out and not doing my job. Only 2 weeks and I’ll probably be somewhere in Kentucky haha. I can’t wait. Though I must get back to work.
Bored as fuck. I feel a new Profile pic for Facebook coming.
