Mm.
I seriously hope I don’t have depression problems as a cop when I’m older.
And for some reason, The Papercut Chronicles by The Gym Class Heroes makes me even sadder.
I used to fucking hate it when people saluted at me when I wore my Class A Dress Uniform. For those of you who don’t know…
God, Marine uniforms are fucking cool.
From left to right: Utility Uniform, Dress Uniform, Service Uniform, and Evening Dress uniforms. Class A is the second one from the left. Class B Uniform is when he takes the jacket off. I believe the same thing can be said about the Service Uniform.
Anyway, whenever I marched in a parade or just going to the mall dressed like this, people would salute completely wrong and expect me to salute back. Sometimes they’d get mad when I didn’t. I hated getting salutes from civilians, even though technically I was a civilian myself. Oh, well.
Don’t really know why I’m like this right now. I guess being stuck inside all day made me think really fucking hard. It also made me really sad. It made me want to work out. It made me wanna tear up and hide from the entire world. It made me feel meaningless. I guess it’s just one of those days. Sometimes, I really do feel and wish I was different than who I am. That hurting gut feeling is coming back. Guess it’s all about manning up or shutting up. I should choose the former.
It really does hurt. I hope I write something more upbeat tomorrow.
